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Oct 13 • 10 min read

The Moim, October 2025: Sensation


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October 2025

Get ready to feel this.

Friends, I'm always happy and excited to share episodes of my magazine every month. But this month I'm particularly more so because this is a truly unique episode jam packed with multimedia materials to blow your mind. Usually I share my two cents about the month's theme in each episode but for this time I think you'll be glad I didn't write my wall of text because YOUR MIND WILL BE BLOWN!

It is a great honor and privilege and fortune to host two of the most unique "coaches" (in quotes because they're so unique one word can't quite describe them) in this single episode with the theme of "sensation".

Suzii Chan is an abstract visual artist who is also an integrative life coach based in New York City. Anda is a sound healer, artist, scholar, and practically a magician based in Montreal. The theme of this month is "sensation" because Suzii will walk you through your visual sensation and give you a completely new way to experience your body, and Anda will walk you through your audial sensation and shake you up from the very, very insides.

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📍 A 5-Minute Practice to Flip Chaos into Clarity

STOP TREATING YOUR FEELINGS LIKE A PROBLEM TO BE SOLVED

by Suzii Chan

“The body says what words cannot.” — Martha Graham

“Feelings are fluid. They move through you when you let them.”

Your body knows before your mind does.

Lately, every conversation seems to be about the healing journey, processing emotions, or regulating the nervous system.

There’s nothing wrong with that—it’s just that somewhere along the way, we’ve tried to make the intangible obey reason.

“Feelings are fluid. They are weather. They move through you when you let them. They rot when you don't.”

I've spent too many mornings trying to tidy my insides, turning my body into a self-help machine where every action and inaction is analyzed to death. Somewhere between my second coffee and forcing "good vibes only," I forgot what it feels like to feel.

Not think about feeling.
Not name it, journal it, or meditate it.
Just feel.
Raw.
Messy.
Alive.

We analyze, categorize, and filter our feelings before we've even fully felt them.

“Your feelings aren’t problems to be solved. They are energy—raw, potent, alive.”

And when we channel that energy through art, it transforms.
It becomes clarity, release, insight.


The Lost Language of Sensation

Sensation is the physical root of every feeling—the body's first language of raw, unfiltered data before the mind constructs a story. It's the chill of air on damp skin, the pulse in your fingertips, the vibration in your throat when you speak, the pressure of your heart against your ribs, the sound of your own breath when the world finally goes quiet.

Neuroscience tells us sensation precedes labeling, before the brain declares "tree," "red," or "danger." It is honest. Factual. Unwavering.

“The body doesn’t lie—it keeps score long before the mind writes the narrative.”

But in our hyper-efficient, hyper-optimized world, we skip that first language. We jump straight to logic, prioritizing understanding what we feel over simply meeting the sensation it lives in. We turn our emotions into tasks: fix, reframe, transcend.

“When we encounter real, unprocessed feeling—our own or others'—we can't hold it. Our systems break down, and we conclude that we are broken.”

We outsource the repair—to yoga, supplements, psychedelics—hoping something out there can soothe what feels untouchable in here.

But feelings aren't problems.
They're pathways.
And the map is already in your body.


The Practice: From Sensation to Expression

This is simple. Accessible. Five minutes.
It works for anyone—even if you've never made art in your life.

Step 1: ARRIVE (1 minute)
Sit somewhere quiet. Close your eyes.
Feel your feet on the ground. The weight of your body. The air on your skin. The faint vibration of your heartbeat. The tiny shiver in your spine.
Turn your attention inward. Scan your body for the physical sensations of your feelings.

“Don’t look for the story of anxiety—look for its signature in your body.”

A tightness in your chest, restlessness in your hands, a hollow ache in your gut, a flutter in your belly.
No need to name it or be curious. Don't analyze it.
Just notice it. Breathe into it. Let it be seen by your own awareness.

Step 2: EXPRESS (3 minutes)
Pick up a pen, crayon, charcoal—anything that leaves a mark.
Keep your eyes closed if you can. Let your hand move as your body dictates. Let it surprise you.

  • A knot? Circle it tight, press hard, let your wrist ache.
  • Frantic energy? Scratch jagged, rapid lines like a thunderstorm on the page.
  • Heaviness? Drag slow, thick, dark strokes like wet mud dripping from your hands.

“This is not art to be judged. This is your body translating itself.”

This is your body translating itself. Your hand is the interpreter.
If you feel awkward or silly—that's perfect. It means you're doing it right. Let your inner child giggle at the absurdity.

Step 3: SEE (1 minute)
Open your eyes. Look at the page.
This is not about beauty, skill, or perfection.
It is your inner world made visible. Your chaos contained. Your feeling, witnessed.

“You didn’t fall apart—you held it. You gave it form.”

Let yourself linger here. Notice shapes, lines, textures. Feel the resonance of your energy on the page.

Step 4: PLAY (Optional, 1–2 minutes)
If you can, linger. Add color, a word, a swirl. Smudge it. Tear it. Scribble something ridiculous. Invite your inner child to join.
Play softens the edges. Sensuality sneaks in. Texture becomes a language. Movement becomes pleasure.

“From sensation to expression. From moment to movement to metamorphosis.”


Why This Works

The brain relaxes when it thinks it's "just playing."
Meanwhile, the body metabolizes what's been stuck—stress, anxiety, trauma, unprocessed emotion.

The practice works because it bypasses the labeling mind.

“You’re not drawing your sadness; you’re giving form to the substance of it.”

—the tightness in your chest, the hollow ache in your gut, the tremble in your hands.

In five minutes, you've done more than meditation or journaling alone.
You've given feelings a place to land.
You've converted energy into form—not to fix it, but to witness it.

This builds navigational trust: the ability to hold your own chaos without being undone, to meet the storm and notice the light.

“Art doesn’t fix the world. It fortifies your witness.”

It doesn't make life easier, prettier, or neat.
But it gives your feelings somewhere to land. A field. A witness. A place for them to exhale.

And you?
You grow the capacity to hold more of your own life.
Art doesn’t fix the world. It fortifies your witness.


A Gentle Reminder

Slow down. Stop treating sensation as a symptom to be healed.
The tightness is not a problem. The restlessness is not a flaw.
They are data. They are energy. They are the raw material of being alive.

“Feeling isn’t a project of betterment. It’s a practice of returning to the wisdom of your body.”

—and letting that truth permeate your existence.
Your body remembers. It carries the map. Let yourself follow it.


About Suzii Chan

Suzii—with two i’s—because the “I” in her sees the “I” in others. She’s an artist and coach where sensation meets soul. Her paintings are raw, layered, and sensual—places where feelings find form and chaos becomes color.

Her work isn’t about fixing yourself; it’s about feeling alive. Art doesn’t solve your problems—it gives them a place to land. Her canvases are anchors for those who feel deeply, offering a companion for your inner life.

Through workshops, coaching, and creative experiences, Suzii helps people grow resilience and presence, translating raw emotion into visible, living landscapes of the self. You can explore her paintings, offerings, and immersive experiences on her Stan Store, follow her on Instagram, and dive deeper on her website.

From feeling to form—moment, movement, metamorphosis.

www.suziichan.com | @suziichan | Stan Store

📍 Your Common Sense(s) Keep You Trapped in a Limited Reality

Beyond the Veil: Extra-Sensory Living

by Anda

I don’t know about you, but I was raised to believe that what you can’t perceive with your five senses doesn’t exist.

It took me years to question that. But now, honestly, I can’t believe I ever bought into it. It’s laughable.

The Illusion of “Reality”

Think about it:

  • Your eyes pick up less than one millionth of a percent of the electromagnetic spectrum. What we call light is just the tiny window our biology allows us to glimpse.
  • Your ears catch only a thin band of vibration. You’re deaf to most high and low frequencies.
  • You can distinguish maybe 10,000 odors—super limited compared to animals.
  • Your taste buds register only a fraction of what’s chemically there.
  • Your sense of touch detects just a narrow slice of the tactile universe. Even your cat senses electric fields you can’t.

So if your senses only pick up a fraction of what’s actually there… aren’t they the very thing keeping you trapped on this side of the veil?

What Veil?

The perceptive veil—the filter that prevents you from experiencing what’s actually all around you.

Astronaut Edgar Mitchell called it the Quantum Hologram. What we think of as “empty space” actually holds more raw energy than we can fathom.

The other side of the veil is the invisible counterpart to physical reality—the causal realm, the energetic blueprint that gives rise to the physical world.

You Have an Invisible Counterpart Too

You also have an invisible counterpart: an energy body that gives rise to your physical one.
Science calls it the Biofield—a boring name for something extraordinary.

“The biofield is an organizing principle for the dynamic information flow that regulates biological function and homeostasis... across hierarchical levels from the subatomic to the cosmic.”
Biofield Science: Current Physics Perspectives

Why Most People Don’t Want to Know

Maybe you don’t want to know what’s beyond your senses. Maybe you’re happy living small.

Yep, I said it.

The human brain loves routine. It loves to recreate the past—even if the past sucked. Because at least it’s familiar. You survived it. So, hey, it couldn’t have been that bad, right?

But what if you got curious about what lies beyond your limited perception?
What if you discovered you’re far greater and far more powerful than you’ve ever imagined?

You’d have to change. And your brain hates change. So maybe it feels safer to stay stuck this side of “reality.”

The Shadow and the Filter

We all have what Carl Jung called the Shadow—the repressed, disowned part of ourselves carrying memories from all our lifetimes. I call it your personal iCloud.

Your five senses constantly trigger micro-reactions that can shut down your prefrontal cortex (higher thinking, empathy) and activate your amygdala (your 911 survival system).

That’s how trauma hijacks perception—your amygdala assigns emotions to memories, turning elements into triggers and distorting your reality.

And then there’s consciousness itself, which filters experience—deciding what you notice and what you don’t.

So, if your senses lie to you, if trauma distorts perception, and if your awareness filters out most of what’s real… it’s no wonder you’re trapped in a tiny fraction of reality.

(And we haven't even touched on inherited trauma. Yep. It's a thing. Read Mark Wolynn’s It Didn’t Start With You.)

So What Now?

Are you doomed to a life dominated by limited perspective, forever a slave to your mortal body-mind?

No.

You were born with extrasensory capacities that, once activated, completely transform your life.

A Different Way of Seeing Time

Modern physics talks about retrocausality and quantum entanglement. But let’s simplify it:

  • What if there is no past, present, or future?
  • What if there’s only now?
  • What if you can’t die because you were never truly born?
  • What if your soul spans all incarnations at once, and it’s just a question of where your awareness is focused?
  • What if you’re part of the eternal consciousness that makes up the universe itself?

If you were one with eternity… would you still play small?

The Philosopher’s Stone

The alchemists called it the Philosopher’s Stone—the realization that you are the universe experiencing itself through you.

Legend says it’s buried in dung.
Translation: it’s hidden in your darkness—your shame, your repression, your mess.

That’s your subconscious mind.
The Philosopher’s Stone is your pineal gland, your Third Eye, your gateway home.

The Way Back

The path back to yourself runs through the quicksand of your buried memories—one painful, shameful story at a time.

You can’t access your full potential while spending energy suppressing the parts that make you you.

That’s the work I do.
I help people reunite with their exiled parts using quantum-level sound to find and release the emotional charge from buried memories.

As a result:

  • Their nervous systems come out of survival.
  • Their prefrontal cortex reactivates.
  • Their energy stops leaking into suppression.
  • Their pineal gland awakens.
  • Their crown chakra opens to higher guidance.

They start hearing their own soul again.
They begin living their purpose—embodying their unique piece of the universal puzzle, instead of impersonating someone else’s.

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With this video I am unblocking your pineal gland, third eye chakra and crown. It does exactly what I described with the above. Get an tangible experience of what it's like to have your energy unblocked. Even if you cannot play this with sound right now, or concentrate on it, or even cannot hear at all the video will still work. Why?

All you have to do is hold the intention to receive the healing. Because I work on a collective hologram of anyone who is ever going to come across the healing. So the shift happens at the quantum level. That's why I can work on people who arent even there, even people in the hospital (Who actually don't even know consciously that I am working on them because their loved ones hired me) !

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Billy's note: Anda has generously gifted a coupon code you can redeem for her work! Use BILLYLOVE valid until DEC 31 for the following MP3: https://www.thecosmicmaven.com/product-page/calm-mind-healing


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